Waiting...

I'm still waiting to hear back from the agencies. Yes, I know it's only been 3 days, and it's "supposed" to take up to a month. But my classmate Jenny Keto told me yesterday that she'd already signed! I'm fighting the urge to get anxious, because I know it's still very early in the process. I'm just a little afraid that they may call me after I leave for Houston, or (gulp!) once I'm already in Mexico. Or.... not at all! Yikes!
However, most of my classmates are still waiting for the call and don't expect it for two weeks. I really do think I did well in my showcase. My teacher wrote me this afterwards: "Thank you, Phil, for your contributions to making our showcase a success. I feel sure you will hear from the agents. I’m sorry your scenes were so close together, but they were two of the best and I wanted a strong finish. Your scene with Jenny had a lot of sex and charm. Have a wonderful time in Mexico and I hope to see again soon." I mean, that seems encouraging, right? She also wrote (in a mass email) : "Now you will have to be patient while the agents sort through who they wish to see. Acclaim will have another hoop for you to jump. They will bring you in to do a cold read in front of the camera and after that all the agents get together and view the video tape and decide who they will sign. If TAG is interested they will offer you a contract. This process can take up to a month. I will be delivering the extra press kits to BLVD and Collier. I’d appreciate it if you keep me posted as to which agencies are expressing interest. That way I can keep working for you from behind the scenes. " I know it will be a while before I hear anything. Still, I can't stop the thoughts that say "What if they don't want someone that's leaving town right away?"
I just need to have faith, and know that everything will work out for the best in time. I shouldn't be jealous if others get called before me. As any actor will tell me, I need to buckle down, be patient, and stay optimistic.